Who Am I

Who am I

Written in early 2017

This is the hardest part for me. I see myself so differently than others see me. I see myself as the not confident mother who questions her every move. I am terrified of public settings and struggle with obsessive compulsive disorder and anxiety.

Now tell the truth, I am sure many of you feel this way. But you would never let anyone know that about you.

Now on to how I allow others to see me. I am a confident home school mother of two amazing children. I have a passion for photography. I love to create memories for families while keeping my cost low. I work for a pageant system that I absolutely love. I volunteer as the President for the Levy County Fair. I enjoy being available to my family to help when a need arises. I find joy in doing craft projects and planning parties.

Now I know those sound like two totally different people, but it’s not. It is ME! That is who I am. I struggle to mix the two personalities daily. A friend of mine suggested blogging as a means to get many of my thoughts out there and connect with others who struggle with the same thoughts as me.